I seem to write about pain a lot. Someone once told me, and I don’t know if it is true, that the deeper the wound, the more one needs to talk about it. Well, I have certainly done my share of talking and writing about it. The pain has definitely lessened, but sometimes it comes up out of nowhere and bites me in the butt. I can’t pin it on any one thing. I only know that I am feeling deep angst and it hurts.
I feel like that will never end. What I want to know is this: does it? Does the pain ever end? Or only lessen? Do I have a future with this forever a part of it?